Bestselling Author and Somatic Researcher in the Fields of
Embodiment | Sexuality | Trauma | Health | Mysticism.


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Participant’s Feedback

»This #ShakingEvent was one of the most beautiful and moving things I have done for a long time. I felt really privileged and honored to have been with all of you, to witness your sharings and then move with you all.

It was beautiful to work with the pain in ourselves and the world at the same time, which was extremely powerful, moving and inspiring. It felt like: we were »kissing the planet with the gift of vibration«.

Thank you everyone for being here and thank you Ilan for your guidance. I am looking forward to the next event: soon please!!!«





The Shaking Collection

Wanna feel more alive in your everyday business? Wanna use stress and triggers for MORE energy (instead of being depleted)? You’re longing for practical tools to create more inner freedom and happiness – no matter what?

The Shaking Collection is a series of powerful concrete practices to fuel your aliveness. Let’s go!


Skin And Games

What Sexwork Taught Me About Love

Is prostitution good or bad? I don’t know. But it is one of the best things this culture has brought forth: It is a mirror, that tells the truth. And I love it for that.

Based on my personal experience of two years of prostitution, I wrote »Skin And Games«, a book in which I analyze our society’s double standards and the sexual distress suffered by both women and men, and show possible ways of healing together.

This German Bestseller is now available in English as Kindle eBook.

Online Challenge


Challenging P0rn – Exclusive Challenge for Men

#HardcoreEmbodiment is a powerful is a unique and powerful series of practices – unfolding a fundamentally new approach to p0rn and to your own sexuality.

A 5 module challenge to bring back sensitivity and real intensity to set you free on all levels. Are you in?


Shaking Collection


A series of powerful shaking practices to fuel your aliveness


Somatic Journey for Women

We don’t need to learn ecstasy, but how to dissolve what keeps us from it.


Somatic Practices & Resources

 A wild fountain of journeys and wisdom to explore and re-awaken your aliveness

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