Trusting Chaos
From Destruction To Abundance
Awakening In The Broken Places
A Journey for Women with Uma Inder and Ilan Stephani
Each and every woman experiences periods of chaos and loss in her life, to one degree or another. It’s an inevitable element of the human journey and a powerful reality check!
In reality: Living through destruction, dissolution and transition is an unparalleled initiation – when we learn to navigate it.
When we look beyond the shallow concepts of our current culture, we are shown how the dance of chaos is both the CREATIVE and destructive expression of existence itself.
New possibilities originate from chaos – turmoil is what stirs the ocean of consciousness to propel treasures from the dark into the light of day.
»Trusting Chaos – From Destruction To Abundance« offers a deep and skillfully held space that allows inborn powers to re-emerge and gift our lives with invaluable transmissions.
What makes this so unique?
We explore the depths and passages of our personal crises while discovering within ourselves universal characteristics of the Absolute, divine or archetypal agencies for transformation and liberation!
May we introduce…
… the Goddess of loss, misery and misfortune
… the Goddess that is always broken
… the Goddess of death and liberation
Each live call we dive deep into the Indian tantric teachings and open up a completely new frame for processing and metabolising personal challenges and turmoil.
This is for you if you…
- experience loss, crises, grief or trauma in your life and wish for traditional guidance and support
- feel like a snake shedding its old skin
- are curious about ancient teachings and how and why they can unleash and contextualise your inner power
- inherently know that crises and spirituality are not two separate things but initiate each other
This transformational journey will take place online, and it is open to any woman who wants to create her own life from the inside out, staying safe and connected with her own unique essence, without having to retreat from her everyday life.
This is our roadmap:
#1 | Entering the Underworld
#2 | DHUMAVATI
The Power of Conscious Misfortune, Hardship and Disaster
#3 | AKHILANDESHWARI
The Power of Conscious Brokenness
#4 | KALI
The Power of Conscious Death and Liberation
Each module contains one intensive live call via zoom and carefully designed, unique embodiment practices for supporting you in your connection to the deity we are guided by.
Each session will be recorded so you can review, digest and integrate your experiences at your own pace. You have access to all live call recordings and bonus material through our Kajabi online space.
DATES
TBA
PRICE
€ 396*
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FACILITATORS

UMA INDER
Founder & Director of
SATYA: Synergistic Alignment of Tantra, Yoga and Ayurveda
Born into the culture from which the Yogic sciences sprang, vigorously trained in the wild, forged within Yoga’s native guru-shishya (teacher-student) dynamism—Umā is a living vessel for this synergy of traditions, infused with their riches.
She is sought out by discerning and intrepid practitioners for her decades of experience in Indian Tantra, Yoga and Ayurveda.
Umā has walked a less common path in life. Guided by her own nature far from family, schools and cities, at age 20 she entered into seclusion and a 14-year apprenticeship with her Shaivite guru in his private hermitage. She has now been researching and educating in the field of Indian Tantra and Yoga for more than 30 years.
Through SATYA she offers experiential, integrative education in Indian Tantra, Yoga and Ayurveda, as well as private Ayurvedic consultations, both online and in person.

ILAN STEPHANI
Ilan Stephani is a Berlin-based best-selling author and researcher about how to shift collective paradigms, un-learn cultural conditioning and gain back our natural orgasmic aliveness.
As a somatic mystic, an abundant source of inspiration, Ilan is a powerful and loving question mark for our current cultural paradigms.
She walks her talk with endless curiosity, humor and ongoing research in the fields of sexuality, spirituality, collective trauma healing and embodiment.
Testimonials
»Umā is a rare gem in the field of spiritual teachers – having lived and earnt that which she teachings through her whole life. She has an extraordinary ability to see people and to take into concideration all of what it means to be a human – from the seemingly mundane things like sleeping, eating or moving and all the way to the transcendental and mystical. This grants her an unparallelled capacity as a guide on the path. In my personal experience, the combination of having a working system (SATYA) and a qualified teacher that can guide you is as rare as it is precious for taking a big leap in your personal evolution and reccomend this program to anyone interested in sculpting a rich and meaningfull life.«
– Magnus Jonas Støre
»Ilan Stephani is a wholehearted teacher, with a deep knowledge of the somatic world, individual and collective trauma. Her own journey of embodiment and processes shines through that authentic teaching of hers. What I find most touching in her work is that she takes every little issue very seriously and shows up with a lot of compassion, life-experience and humor. Her work has been a deep impact in my life and helped me to connect with who I am and gave me very practical tools of dealing and connecting with difficult emotions, finding safety in my body and with other people and showed a way of feeling more and more alive and energetic.«
– Hannah Breithaupt